2018

As I mentioned in my last post on my 2019 goals (click here to read that), every year I like to post a little round up of my year. I particularly want to do one for 2018 because in many aspects, it's been the best year I've ever had. That's not even exaggeration, I have never been happier and I want to remember how I felt this year for the rest of my life. Let's go back in time and see what happened, eh?

2019 GOALS

Here she comes again, blogging about New Years' Resolutions. I can't help it. This is like, the fifth?? time I've posted about my resolutions/goals for the New Year and I don't plan on stopping this train ever. I find it so helpful, even if I don't accomplish them all. I wouldn't say I'm goal driven, but I like to plan and have aspirations and guidelines. I don't like things to be up in the air or unsettled, I like end dates and countdowns and solid plans and concrete ideas of what's going on. I know NY resolutions aren't for everyone and that's okay.

IMPOSTOR SYNDROME

I accidentally came off my medication this week. I had maybe 10 days where I didn't take any tablets and I felt totally fine. Maybe this time I'd finally cracked it, I'd become one of those people with a happy life who didn't require medication to feel normal. And then two days ago the sads set in and the fog settled in and I remembered why I need them. Yet, I continued off them, thinking I could power through and be fine and never have to take them ever again. As you can probably tell by the tone of these few sentences, that's not the case. And that's why I took my first 20mg citalopram tablet in 10 days about 10 minutes ago.